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I've been looking in places I shouldn't
Searching for meaning in
Silence
Deafening
Echoes
No one to talk to
Here we go again
Backwards and forwards in time
When will
I be
breathing?
In my own head
I'm grieving
At the foot of a grave with my name on it
I'm dead
Buried and dead
Coldly
Rotting away
My thoughts are only in leaving
I'm grieving
I'm dying
I'm leaving
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On a phonecall
With my father
Said I'm scared of
Doomsday
He answered
"You need to grow up"
"You're a man now"
"Have some gumption"
"Accept it"
Though shit
My world all comes
Crashing
Down
These changes
Hit me
Coming from every way
It's all too much
As a millennial
It's a burden
To be hopeful
But I know
No more use to blame
Just dig in
Let it
Sink in
Though shit
My world all comes
Crashing
Down
These changes
Hit me
Coming from every way
It's all too much
So I'm gonna toughen up
For you
My last breath
This skin will be hardened rock
For you
My last breath your inhale
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In the dawn I strike
Descending
From on high
Rolling
Down a hill
I barely
Touch the breaks
And everytime we smile
It's a heartache to know
It's as good as it's going to get
And everytime we cry
It's a comfort to know
That your shoulder truly knows
Let's go!
In a different world
My scramblings
Pays the bills
But I'm nowhere
Somehow
Holding on
And everytime we smile
It's a heartache to know
It's as good as it's going to get
And everytime we cry
It's a comfort to know
That your shoulder truly knows
AM I BETTER THAN ALL OF YOU?
AM I BETTER THAN ALL OF YOU?
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An Answered Prayer
01:38
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Answers
Come
For those who struggle
"It's not fair"
"It's not my fault"
Just grow
UP!!!!!!!!!!
I've seen life in your eyes
Show me what they've seen
Weathered by the winds of change
You know more
Than you know
Keep going
Actions
Speak
So loud and clearly
Be there now
Be there later
That's your
LOVE
I've seen life in your eyes
Show me what they've seen
Weathered by the winds of change
You know more
Than you know
No more no less
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5. |
Arkenbuzzsaw
02:07
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No space for breathing
Nothing to own
Nowhere to call home
All my hardships
Can it really be for nothing
I hear shrieking
Slowly fading
In the dead of the night I
Cry alone
I weep
When my life is on life support
I yearn for arkansas
A fertile soil
For troubled minds
Where the lies are lies that
GROW
Makes me sad but
what can I do
I'll drive til I die
There's two shining stars
Calling out to me
I reach out
Blinding beams of light
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